A hateful feeling still lingers

Espero que en el momento en el que esto ya no esté más tiempo en oculto haya(mos) vivido tantas experiencias como para tener palabras de aquí a un momento indeterminado del futuro en la que la inspiración vuelva (a mí). 

Necesito que pasen unos días para reencontrarme con la vida.

Necesito que pasen unos días, que todo se calme, que cada uno vuelva a su lugar.

Necesito que pasen unos días, para seguir aprendiendo, para seguir decidiendo, para seguir viviendo.

Necesito que pasen unos días para volver a la creatividad que siempre he querido tener.

Necesito que pasen unos días. 

De momento estoy intentando escuchar voces femeninas.

No sé si será un éxito absoluto o un fracaso rotundo. 
Es que después de tanto tiempo, duele fallar a la rutina incluso con previo aviso.
Será que siempre me han gustado las sorpresas.

Jan 20

This is not my story, or maybe it is. At least, these are the songs that were with me this month and some of their words that made my days. Hope you enjoy them.


1st day: Tomorrow is a promise to no-one (Folding Stars - Biffy Clyro).

2nd day: And I wonder if everthing could feel this real forever (Everlong - Too Fighters)

3rd day: What happens when you lose evertything? You just start again (Apply Some Pressure - Maximo Park)

4th day: I say, take me out (Take me out - Franz Ferdinand)

5th day: It's about time that we are out of time (Origin of illness - Kill the Young)

6th day: We are good for each other (Honey- Moose Blood)

7th day: Ask me once, I'll answer twice (Here to say I told you so - The Hives)

8th day: Like the echo of an old dream (Sun Queen - Gerry Cinnamon)

9th day: I try to hide that I need you like I need the sky to light up the night (Call you up - Viola Beach)

10th day: Quererte más imposible, soñarte es involuntario, un amor que es irreversible no lo borran ni los meses ni los años (+ - Aitana, Cali y el Dandee)

11th day: Who needs memories? (Damage Down - Sea Girls)

12th day: First you get hurt, then you feel sorry (First - Cold War Kids)

13th day: I'm on the pursuit of happiness (Ice Cream Sundae - Inhaler)

14th day: Looks like we made it (A whole Child Ago - Biffy Clyro)

15th day: keeping me in the moment (Say So - Doja Cat)

16th day: You can achieve anything, just remember, no I in team, there're two in brilliant (Wolves of Winter - Biffy Clyro)

17th day: To hear the song your wrote for me... (Your love is my favourite band - The Vaccines)

18th day: You know you could've been a wonder (Red Morning Light - Kings of Leon)

19th day: I shouldn't waste my time having you around (Medicine - Biffy Clyro)

20th day: You should sit with me and we'll start again, and you can tell me all about what you did today (The modern leper - Biffy Clyro)

21st day: No hay alternativa, si la hubiera no me gustaría (La mujer de verde - IZAL)

22nd day: You are a lover of the wild and a joker of the heart, but are you mine? (Junk of the heart - The Hooks)

23rd day: Everything is going wrong, but we're so happy (The Wombats) 

24th day: Dudoso incomprensible ahora que lo iba a lograr (Inevitable - Los Piratas)

25th day: Hey, it makes you feel alive (Sometimes - Gerry Cinnamon)

26th day: From now on, you can forget all future plans (Golden Skanks - Klaxons)

27th day: Let her dance with me just for the hell of it (Chelsea Dagger - The Fratellis)

28th day: Racing shadows under the moonlight (Miss atomic bomb - The Killers)

29th day: Hot as a fever, consumed (Sex on Fire - Kings of Leon)

30th day: So give me coffee and TV, peacefully, I've seen so much, I'm going blind, and I'm brain-dead virtually, sociability. It's hard enough for me. Take me away from this big bad world and agree to marry me so we can start over again (Cofffe and TV - Blur)

31th day: It's my sweet beginning (What you know - Two Door Cinema Club)

3 I'll be back again

Debido a la falta de trabajo adelantado y la necesidad de recuperar trabajo atrasado entro en el bucle de la falta de tiempo de nuevo, y ya no es falta de tiempo sino falta de posible inspiración en las semanas venideras, en las que habrá un vacío que espero suplir con 31 días de canciones y una posible historia abierta a interpretación.